The Host By Stephanie Meyer - CHAPTER 26: Returned

The Host By Stephanie Meyer - CHAPTER 26: Returned

Without ever actually agreeing to do it, I became the teacher Jeb wanted.

My “class” was informal. I answered questions every night after dinner. I found that as long as I
was willing to do this, Ian and Doc and Jeb would leave me alone during the day so that I could
concentrate on my chores. We always convened in the kitchen; I liked to help with the baking
while I spoke. It gave me an excuse to pause before answering a difficult question, and
somewhere to look when I didn't want to meet anyone's eyes. In my head, it seemed fitting; my
words were sometimes upsetting, but my actions were always for their good.

I didn't want to admit that Jamie was right. Obviously, people didn'tlike me. They couldn't; I
wasn't one of them. Jamie liked me, but that was just some strange chemical reaction that was
far from rational. Jeb liked me, but Jeb was crazy. The rest of them didn't have either excuse.

No, they didn't like me. But things changed when I started talking.

The first time I noticed it was the morning after I answered Doc's questions at dinner; I was in
the black bathing room, washing clothes with Trudy, Lily, and Jamie.

“Could you hand me the soap, please, Wanda?” Trudy asked from my left.

An electric current ran through my body at the sound of my name spoken by a female voice.

Numbly, I passed her the soap and then rinsed the sting off my hand.

“Thank you,” she added.

“You're welcome,” I murmured. My voice cracked on the last syllable.

I passed Lily in the hall a day later on my way to find Jamie before dinner.

“Wanda,” she said, nodding.

“Lily,” I answered, my throat dry.

Soon it wasn't just Doc and Ian who asked questions at night. It surprised me who the most
vocal were: exhausted Walter, his face a worrisome shade of gray, was endlessly interested in
the Bats of the Singing World. Heath, usually silent, letting Trudy and Geoffrey talk for him,
was outspoken during these evenings. He had some fascination with Fire World, and though it
was one of my least favorite stories to tell, he peppered me with questions until he'd heard every
detail I knew. Lily was concerned with the mechanics of things–she wanted to know about the
ships that carried us from planet to planet, their pilots, their fuel. It was to Lily that I explained
the cryotanks–something they had all seen but few understood the purpose of. Shy Wes, usually
sitting close to Lily, asked not about other planets but about this one. How did it work? No
money, no recompense for work–why did our souls' society not fall apart? I tried to explain that
it was not so different from life in the caves. Did we not all work without money and share in
the products of our labor equally?

“Yes,” he interrupted me, shaking his head. “But it's different here–Jeb has a gun for the

Everyone looked at Jeb, who winked, and then they all laughed.

Jeb was in attendance about every other night. He didn't participate; he just sat thoughtfully in
the back of the room, occasionally grinning.

He was right about the entertainment factor; oddly, for we all had legs, the situation reminded
me of the See Weeds. There had been a special title for entertainers there, likeComforter
orHealer orSeeker. I was one of theStorytellers, so the transition to a teacher here on Earth had
not been such a change, profession-wise, at least. It was much the same in the kitchen after
dark, with the smell of smoke and baking bread filling the room. Everyone was stuck here, as
good as planted. My stories were something new, something to think about besides the
usual–the same endlessly repeated sweaty chores, the same thirty-five faces, the same memories
of other faces that brought the same grief with them, the same fear and the same despair that
had long been familiar companions. And so the kitchen was always full for my casual lessons.

Only Sharon and Maggie were conspicuously and consistently absent.

I was in about my fourth week as an informal teacher when life in the caves changed again.

The kitchen was crowded, as was usual. Jeb and Doc were the only ones missing besides the
normal two. On the counter next to me was a metal tray of dark, doughy rolls, swollen to twice
the size they'd started at. They were ready for the oven, as soon as the current tray was done.

Trudy checked every few minutes to make sure nothing was burning.

Often, I tried to get Jamie to talk for me when he knew the story well. I liked to watch the
enthusiasm light up his face, and the way he used his hands to draw pictures in the air. Tonight,
Heidi wanted to know more about the Dolphins, so I asked Jamie to answer her questions as
well as he could.

The humans always spoke with sadness when they asked about our newest acquisition. They
saw the Dolphins as mirrors of themselves in the first years of the occupation. Heidi's dark eyes,
disconcerting underneath her fringe of white-blond hair, were tight with sympathy as she asked
her questions.

“They look more like huge dragonflies than fish, right, Wanda?” Jamie almost always asked for
corroboration, though he never waited for my answer. “They're all leathery, though, with three,
four, or five sets of wings, depending on how old they are, right? So they kind of fly through the
water–it's lighter than water here, less dense. They have five, seven, or nine legs, depending on
which gender they are, right, Wanda? They have three different genders. They have really long
hands with tough, strong fingers that can build all kinds of things. They make cities under the
water out of hard plants that grow there, kind of like trees but not really. They aren't as far along
as we are, right, Wanda? Because they've never made a spaceship or, like, telephones for
communication. Humans were more advanced.”

Trudy pulled out the tray of baked rolls, and I bent to shove the next tray of risen dough into
the hot, smoking hole. It took a little jostling and balancing to get it in just right.

As I sweated in front of the fire, I heard some kind of commotion outside the kitchen, echoing
down the hall from somewhere else in the caves. It was hard, with all the random sound
reverberations and strange acoustics, to judge distances here.

“Hey!” Jamie shouted behind me, and I turned just in time to see the back of his head as he
sprinted out the door.

I straightened out of my crouch and took a step after him, my instinct to follow.

“Wait,” Ian said. “He'll be back. Tell us more about the Dolphins.”

Ian was sitting on the counter beside the oven–a hot seat that I wouldn't have chosen–which
made him close enough to reach out and touch my wrist. My arm flinched away from the
unexpected contact, but I stayed where I was.

“What's going on out there?” I asked. I could still hear some kind of jabbering–I thought I
could hear Jamie's excited voice in the mix.

Ian shrugged. “Who knows? Maybe Jeb…” He shrugged again, as if he wasn't interested
enough to bother with figuring it out. Nonchalant, but there was a tension in his eyes I didn't

I was sure I would find out soon enough, so I shrugged, too, and started explaining the
incredibly complex familial relationships of the Dolphins while I helped Trudy stack the warm
bread in plastic containers.

“Six of the nine… grandparents, so to speak, traditionally stay with the larvae through their
first stage of development while the three parents work withtheir six grandparents on a new
wing of the family dwelling for the young to inhabit when they are mobile,” I was explaining,
my eyes on the rolls in my hands rather than my audience, as usual, when I heard the gasp from
the back of the room. I continued with my next sentence automatically as I scanned the crowd
to see who I'd upset. “The remaining three grandparents are customarily involved…”

No one was upset with me. Every head was turned in the same direction I was looking. My
eyes skipped across the backs of their heads to the dark exit.

The first thing I saw was Jamie's slight figure, clinging to someone's arm. Someone so dirty,
head to toe, that he almost blended right in with the cave wall. Someone too tall to be Jeb, and
anyway, there was Jeb just behind Jamie's shoulder. Even from this distance, I could see that
Jeb's eyes were narrowed and his nose wrinkled, as if he were anxious–a rare emotion for Jeb.

Just as I could see that Jamie's face was bright with sheer joy.

“Here we go,” Ian muttered beside me, his voice barely audible above the crackle of the flames.

The dirty man Jamie was still clinging to took a step forward. One of his hands rose slowly, like
an involuntary reflex, and curled into a fist.

From the dirty figure came Jared's voice–flat, perfectly devoid of any inflection. “What is the
meaning of this, Jeb?”

My throat closed. I tried to swallow and found the way blocked. I tried to breathe and was not
successful. My heart drummed unevenly.

Jared!Melanie's exultant voice was loud, a silent shriek of elation. She burst into radiant life
inside my head.Jared is home!

“Wanda is teaching us all about the universe,” Jamie babbled eagerly, somehow not catching on
to Jared's fury–he was too excited to pay attention, maybe.

“Wanda?”Jared repeated in a low voice that was almost a snarl.

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There were more dirty figures in the hall behind him. I only noticed them when they echoed his
snarl with an outraged muttering.

A blond head rose from the frozen audience. Paige lurched to her feet. “Andy!” she cried, and
stumbled through the figures seated around her. One of the dirty men stepped around Jared and
caught her as she nearly fell over Wes. “Oh, Andy!” she sobbed, the tone of her voice reminding
me of Melanie's.

Paige's outburst changed the atmosphere momentarily. The silent crowd began to murmur,
most of them rising to their feet. The sound was one of welcome now, as the majority went to
greet the returned travelers. I tried to read the strange expressions on their faces as they forced
grins onto their lips and peeked furtively back at me. I realized after a long, slow second–time
seemed to be congealing around me, freezing me into place–that the expression I wondered at

“It's going to be okay, Wanda,” Ian murmured under his breath.

I glanced at him wildly, searching for that same guilt on his face. I didn't find it, only a
defensive tightening around his vivid eyes as he stared at the newcomers.

“What the hell, people?” a new voice boomed.

Kyle–easily identifiable by his size despite the grime–was shoving his way around Jared and
heading toward… me.

“You're letting it tell you its lies? Have you all gone crazy? Or did it lead the Seekers here? Are
youall parasites now?”

Many heads fell forward, ashamed. Only a few kept their chins stiffly in the air, their shoulders
squared: Lily, Trudy, Heath, Wes… and frail Walter, of all people.

“Easy, Kyle,” Walter said in his feeble voice.

Kyle ignored him. He walked with deliberate steps toward me, his eyes, the same vibrant cobalt
as his brother's, glowing with rage. I couldn't keep my eyes on him, though–they kept returning
to Jared's dark shape, trying to read his camouflaged face.

Melanie's love flowed through me like a lake bursting through a dam, distracting me even more
from the enraged barbarian closing the distance quickly.
Ian slid into my view, moving to place himself in front of me. I strained my neck to the side to
keep my view of Jared clear.

“Things changed while you were gone, brother.”

Kyle halted, face slack with disbelief. “Did the Seekers come, then, Ian?”

“She's not a danger to us.”

Kyle ground his teeth together, and from the corner of my eye, I saw him reach for something in
his pocket.

This captured my attention at last. I cringed, expecting a weapon. The words stumbled off my
tongue in a choked whisper. “Don't get in his way, Ian.”

Ian didn't respond to my plea. I was surprised at the amount of anxiety this caused me, at how
much I didn't want him hurt. It wasn't the instinctive protection, the bone-deepneed to protect,
that I felt for Jamie or even Jared. I just knew that Ian should not be harmed trying to protect

Kyle's hand came back up, and a light shone out of it. He pointed it at Ian's face, held it there
for a moment. Ian didn't flinch from the light.

“So, what, then?” Kyle demanded, putting the flashlight back in his pocket. “You're not a
parasite. How did it get to you?”

“Calm down, and we'll tell you all about it.”


The contradiction did not come from Kyle but from behind him. I watched Jared walk slowly
toward us through the silent spectators. As he got closer, Jamie still clinging to his hand with a
bewildered expression, I could read his face better under the mask of dirt. Even Melanie, all but
delirious with happiness at his safe return, could not misunderstand the expression of loathing

Jeb had wasted his efforts on the wrong people. It didn't matter that Trudy or Lily was speaking
to me, that Ian would put himself between his brother and me, that Sharon and Maggie made no
hostile move toward me. The only one who had to be convinced had now, finally, decided.

“I don't think anyone needs to calm down,” Jared said through his teeth. “Jeb,” he continued,
not looking to see if the old man had followed him forward, “give me the gun.”

The silence that followed his words was so tense I could feel the pressure inside my ears.

From the instant I could clearly see his face, I'd known it was over. I knew what I had to do
now; Melanie was in agreement. As quietly as I could, I took a step to the side and slightly back,
so that I would be clear of Ian. Then I closed my eyes.

“Don't happen to have it on me,” Jeb drawled.

I peeked through narrowed eyes as Jared whirled to assess the truth of Jeb's claim.

Jared's breath whistled angrily through his nostrils. “Fine,” he muttered. He took another step
toward me. “It will be slower this way, though. It would be more humane if you were to find
that gun fast.”

“Please, Jared, let's talk,” Ian said, planting his feet firmly as he spoke, already knowing the

“I think there's been too much talk,” Jared growled. “Jeb left this up to me, and I've made my

Jeb cleared his throat noisily. Jared spun halfway around to look at him again.

“What?” he demanded. “You made the rule, Jeb.”

“Well, now, that's true.”

Jared turned back toward me. “Ian, get out of my way.”

“Well, well, hold on a sec,” Jeb went on. “If you recall, the rule was that whoever the body
belonged to got to make the decision.”

A vein in Jared's forehead pulsed visibly. “And?”

“Seems to me like there's someone here with a claim just as strong as yours. Mebbe stronger.”

Jared stared straight ahead, processing this. After a slow moment, understanding furrowed his
brow. He looked down at the boy still hanging on his arm.

All the joy had drained from Jamie's face, leaving it pale and horrorstruck.

“You can't, Jared,” he choked. “You wouldn't. Wanda's good. She's my friend! And Mel! What
about Mel? You can't kill Mel! Please! You have to –” He broke off, his expression agonized.

I closed my eyes again, trying to block the picture of the suffering boy from my mind. It was
already almost impossible not to go to him. I locked my muscles in place, promising myself that
it wouldn't help him if I moved now.

“So,” Jeb said, his tone far too conversational for the moment, “you can see that Jamie's not in
agreement. I figure he's got as much say as you do.”

There was no answer for so long that I had to open my eyes again.

Jared was staring at Jamie's anguished, fearful face with his own kind of horror.

“How could you let this happen, Jeb?” he whispered.

“Thereis a need for some talk,” Jeb answered. “Why don't you take a breather first, though?

Maybe you'll feel more up to conversation after a bath.”

Jared glared balefully at the old man, his eyes full of the shock and pain of the betrayed. I had
only human comparisons for such a look. Caesar and Brutus, Jesus and Judas.

The unbearable tension lasted through another long minute, and then Jared shook Jamie's
fingers off his arm.

“Kyle,” Jared barked, turning and stalking out of the room.

Kyle gave his brother a parting grimace and followed.

The other dirty members of the expedition went after them silently, Paige tucked securely under
Andy's arm.

Most of the other humans, all those who had hung their heads in shame for admitting me into
their society, shuffled out behind them. Only Jamie, Jeb, and Ian beside me, and Trudy,

Geoffrey, Heath, Lily, Wes, and Walter stayed.

No one spoke until the echoes of their footsteps faded away into silence.

“Whew!” Ian breathed. “That was close. Nice thinking, Jeb.”

“Inspiration in desperation. But we're not out of the woods yet,” Jeb answered.

“Don't I know it! You didn't leave the gun anywhere obvious, did you?”

“Nope. I figured this might be comin' on soon.”

“That's something, at least.”

Jamie was trembling, alone in the space left by the exodus. Surrounded by those I had to count
as friends, I felt able to walk to his side. He threw his arms around my waist, and I patted his
back with shaky hands.

“It's okay,” I lied in a whisper. “It's okay.” I knew even a fool would hear the false note in my
voice, and Jamie was not a fool.

“He won't hurt you,” Jamie said thickly, struggling against the tears I could see in his eyes. “I
won't let him.”

“Shh,” I murmured.

I was appalled–I could feel that my face was fixed in lines of horror. Jared was right–howcould
Jeb have let this happen? If they'd killed me the first day here, before Jamie had ever seen me…

Or that first week, while Jared kept me isolated from everyone, before Jamie and I had become
friends… Or if I had just kept my mouth shut about Melanie… It was too late for all that. My
arms tightened around the child.

Melanie was just as aghast.My poor baby.

Itoldyou it was a bad idea to tell him everything, I reminded her.

What will it do to him now, when we die?

It's going to be terrible. He'll be traumatized and scarred and devastated –
Melanie interrupted me.Enough. I know, I know. But what can we do?

Not die, I suppose.

Melanie and I thought about the likelihood of our survival and felt despair.

Ian thumped Jamie on the back–I could feel the motion reverberate through both our bodies.

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“They're just shocked, that's all.” I recognized Trudy's alto voice behind me. “Once we get a
chance to explain, they'll see reason.”

“See reason? Kyle?” someone hissed almost unintelligibly.

“We knew this was coming,” Jeb muttered. “Just got to weather it. Storms pass.”

“Maybe you ought to find that gun,” Lily suggested calmly. “Tonight might be a long one.

Wanda can stay with Heidi and me –”

“I think it might be better to keep her somewhere else,” Ian disagreed. “Maybe in the southern
tunnels? I'll keep an eye on her. Jeb, wanna lend me a hand?”

“They wouldn't look for her with me.” Walter's offer was just a whisper.

Wes spoke over the last of Walter's words. “I'll tag along with you, Ian. There're six of them.”

“No,” I finally managed to choke out. “No. That's not right. You shouldn't fight with each
other. You all belong here. You belong together. Not fighting, not because of me.”

I pulled Jamie's arms from around my waist, holding his wrists when he tried to stop me.

“I just need a minute to myself,” I told him, ignoring all the stares I could feel on my face. “I
need to be alone.” I turned my head to find Jeb. “And you should have a chance to discuss this
without me listening. It's not fair–having to discuss strategy in front of the enemy.”

“Now, don't be like that,” Jeb said.

“Let me have some time to think, Jeb.”

I stepped away from Jamie, dropping his hands. A hand fell on my shoulder, and I cringed.

It was just Ian. “It's not a good idea for you to be wandering around by yourself.”

I leaned toward him and tried to pitch my voice so low that Jamie wouldn't hear me clearly.

“Why prolong the inevitable? Will it get easier or harder for him?”

I thought I knew the answer to my last question. I ducked under Ian's hand and broke into a
run, sprinting for the exit.

“Wanda!” Jamie called after me.

Someone quickly shushed him. There were no footsteps behind me. They must have seen the
wisdom of letting me go.

The hall was dark and deserted. If I was lucky, I'd be able to cut around the edge of the big
garden plaza in the dark with no one the wiser.

In all my time here, the one thing I'd never found was the way out. It seemed as if I'd been
down every tunnel time and again, and I'd never seen an opening I hadn't eventually explored in
search of one thing or another. I thought about it now as I crept through the deepest shadowed
corners of the big cave. Where could the exit be? And I thought about this: if I could figure that
puzzle out, would I be able to leave?

I couldn't think of anything worth leaving for–certainly not the desert waiting outside, but also
not the Seeker, not the Healer, not my Comforter, not my life before, which had left such a
shallow impression on me. Everything that really mattered was with me here. Jamie. Though he
would kill me, Jared. I couldn't imagine walking away from either of them.

And Jeb. Ian. I had friends now. Doc, Trudy, Lily, Wes, Walter, Heath. Strange humans who
could overlook what I was and see something they didn't have to kill. Maybe it was just
curiosity, but regardless of that, they were willing to side with me against the rest of their
tight-knit family of survivors. I shook my head in wonder as I traced the rough rock with my

I could hear others in the cavern, on the far side from me. I didn't pause; they could not see me
here, and I'd just found the crevice I was looking for.

After all, there was really only one place for me to go. Even if I could somehow have guessed
the way to escape, I would still have gone this way. I crept into the blackest darkness
imaginable and hurried along my way.

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