The Host By Stephanie Meyer - CHAPTER 6: Followed

The Host By Stephanie Meyer - CHAPTER 6: Followed

The light was finally fading outside the windows. The day, hot for March, had lingered on and
on, as if reluctant to end and set me free.

I sniffled and twisted the wet handkerchief into another knot. “Kathy, you must have other
obligations. Curt will be wondering where you are.”

“He'll understand.”

“I can't stay here forever. And we're no closer to an answer than before.”

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“So dealing with this will probably take some time.”

I clenched my teeth in frustration.

“And it will go faster and more smoothly if you have some help.”

“I'll be better with making my appointments, I promise.”

“That's not exactly what I mean, though I hope you will.”

“You mean help… other than you?” I cringed at the thought of having to relive today's misery
with a stranger. “I'm sure you're just as qualified as any Comforter–more so.”

“I didn't mean another Comforter.” She shifted her weight in the chair and stretched stiffly.

“How manyfriends do you have, Wanderer?”

“You mean people at work? I see a few other teachers almost every day. There are several
students I speak to in the halls.…”

“Outside of the school?”

I stared at her blankly.

“Human hosts need interaction. You're not used to solitude, dear. You shared an entire planet's
thoughts –”

“We didn't go out much.” My attempt at humor fell flat.

She smiled slightly and went on. “You're struggling so hard with your problem that it's all you
can concentrate on. Maybe one answer is to not concentrate quite so hard. You said Melanie
grows bored during your working hours… that she is more dormant. Perhaps if you developed
some peer relationships, those would bore her also.”

I pursed my lips thoughtfully. Melanie, sluggish from the long day of attempted comfort, did
seem rather unenthused by the idea.

Kathy nodded. “Get involved with life rather than with her.”

“That makes sense.”

“And then there are the physical drives these bodies have. I've never seen or heard of their
equal. One of the most difficult things we of the first wave had to conquer was the mating
instinct. Believe me, the humans noticed when you didn't.” She grinned and rolled her eyes at
some memory. When I didn't react as she'd expected, she sighed and crossed her arms
impatiently. “Oh, come now, Wanderer. You must have noticed.”

“Well, of course,” I mumbled. Melanie stirred restlessly. “Obviously. I've told you about the

“No, I didn't mean just memories. Haven't you come across anyone that your body has
responded to in the present–on strictly a chemical level?”

I thought her question through carefully. “I don't think so. Not so I've noticed.”

“Trust me,” Kathy said dryly. “You'd notice.” She shook her head. “Perhaps you should open
your eyes and look around for that specifically. It might do you a lot of good.”

My body recoiled from the thought. I registered Melanie's disgust, mirrored by my own.

Kathy read my expression. “Don't let her control how you interact with your kind, Wanderer.

Don't let her control you.”

My nostrils flared. I waited a moment to answer, reining in the anger that I'd never quite gotten
used to.

“She does not control me.”

Kathy raised an eyebrow.

The anger tightened my throat. “You did not look too far afield for your current partner. Was
that choice controlled?”

She ignored my anger and considered the question thoughtfully.

“Perhaps,” she finally said. “It's hard to know. But you've made your point.” She picked at a
string in the hem of her shirt, and then, as if realizing that she was avoiding my gaze, folded her
hands resolutely and squared her shoulders. “Who knows how much comes from any given host
on any given planet? As I said before, I think time is probably your answer. Whether she grows
apathetic and silent gradually, allowing you to make another choice besides this Jared, or…
well, the Seekers are very good. They're already looking for him, and maybe you'll remember
something that helps.”

I didn't move as her meaning sank in. She didn't seem to notice that I was frozen in place.

“Perhaps they'll find Melanie's love, and then you can be together. If his feelings are as fervent
as hers, the new soul will probably be amenable.”

“No!” I wasn't sure who had shouted. Itcould have been me. I was full of horror, too.

I was on my feet, shaking. The tears that came so easily were, for once, absent, and my hands
trembled in tight fists.


But I turned and ran for the door, fighting the words that could not come out of my mouth.
Words that could not be my words. Words that made no sense unless they were hers, but
theyfelt like mine. They couldn't be mine. They couldn't be spoken.

That's killing him! That's making him cease to be! I don't want someone else. I wantJared,not a
stranger in his body! The body means nothing without him.

I heard Kathy calling my name behind me as I ran into the road.

I didn't live far from the Comforter's office, but the darkness in the street disoriented me. I'd
gone two blocks before I realized I was running in the wrong direction.

People were looking at me. I wasn't dressed for exercise, and I wasn't jogging, I was fleeing.

But no one bothered me; they politely averted their eyes. They would guess that I was new to
this host. Acting out the way a child would.

I slowed to a walk, turning north so that I could loop around without passing Kathy's office

My walk was only slightly slower than a run. I heard my feet hitting the sidewalk too quickly,
as though they were trying to match the tempo of a dance song.Slap, slap, slap against the
concrete. No, it wasn't like a drumbeat, it was too angry. Like violence.Slap, slap, slap.

Someone hitting someone else. I shuddered away from the horrible image.

I could see the lamp on over my apartment door. It hadn't taken me long to cover the distance. I
didn't cross the road, though.

I felt sick. I remembered what it felt like to vomit, though I never had. The cold wetness dewed
on my forehead, the hollow sound rang in my ears. I was pretty sure I was about to have that
experience for my own.

There was a bank of grass beside the walk. Around a streetlamp there was a well-trimmed
hedge. I had no time to look for a better place. I stumbled to the light and caught the post to
hold myself up. The nausea was making me dizzy.

Yes, I was definitely going to experience throwing up.

“Wanderer, is that you? Wanderer, are you ill?”

The vaguely familiar voice was impossible to concentrate on. But it made things worse,
knowing I had an audience as I leaned my face close to the bush and violently choked up my
most recent meal.

“Who's your Healer here?” the voice asked. It sounded far away through the buzzing in my
ears. A hand touched my arched back. “Do you need an ambulance?”

I coughed twice and shook my head. I was sure it was over; my stomach was empty.

“I'm not ill,” I said I as pulled myself upright using the lamppost for support. I looked over to
see who was watching my moment of disgrace.

The Seeker from Chicago had her cell phone in her hand, trying to decide which authority to
call. I took one good look at her and bent over the leaves again. Empty stomach or no, she was
the last person I needed to see right now.

But, as my stomach heaved uselessly, I realized that there would be a reason for her presence.

Oh, no! Oh, no no no no no no!

“Why?” I gasped, panic and sickness stealing the volume from my voice. “Why are you here?

What's happened?” The Comforter's very uncomforting words pounded in my head.

I stared at the hands gripping the collar of the Seeker's black suit for two seconds before I
realized they were mine.

“Stop!” she said, and there was outrage on her face. Her voice rattled.

I was shaking her.
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My hands jerked open and landed against my face. “Excuse me!” I huffed. “I'm sorry. I don't
know what I was doing.”

The Seeker scowled at me and smoothed the front of her outfit. “You're not well, and I suppose

I startled you.”

“I wasn't expecting to see you,” I whispered. “Why are you here?”

“Let's get you to a Healing facility before we speak. If you have a flu, you should get it healed.

There's no point in letting it wear your body down.”

“I don't have a flu. I'm not ill.”

“Did you eat bad food? You must report where you got it.”

Her prying was very annoying. “I did not eat bad food, either. I'm healthy.”

“Why don't you have a Healer check? A quick scan–you shouldn't neglect your host. That's
irresponsible. Especially when health care is so easy and effective.”

I took a deep breath and resisted the urge to shake her again. She was a full head shorter than I
was. It was a fight I would win.

A fight? I turned away from her and walked swiftly toward my home. I was dangerously
emotional. I needed to calm down before I did something inexcusable.

“Wanderer? Wait! The Healer –”

“I need no Healer,” I said without turning. “That was just… an emotional imbalance. I'm fine

The Seeker didn't answer. I wondered what she made of my response. I could hear her
shoes–high heels–tapping after me, so I left the door open, knowing she would follow me in. I
went to the sink and filled a glass with water. She waited silently while I rinsed my mouth and
spat. When I was through, I leaned against the counter, staring into the basin.

She was soon bored.

“So, Wanderer… or do you still go by that name? I don't mean to be rude in calling you that.”

I didn't look at her. “I still go by Wanderer.”

“Interesting. I pegged you for one that would choose her own.”

“Idid choose. I chose Wanderer.”

It had long been clear to me that the mild spat I'd overheard the first day I woke in the Healing
facility was the Seeker's fault. The Seeker was the most confrontational soul I'd come across in
nine lives. My first Healer, Fords Deep Waters, had been calm, kind, and wise, even for a soul.

Yet he had not been able to help reacting to her. That made me feel better about my own

I turned around to face her. She was on my small couch, nestled in comfortably as if for a long
visit. Her expression was self-satisfied, the bulging eyes amused. I controlled the desire to

“Why are you here?” I asked again. My voice was a monotone. Restrained. I would not lose
control again in front of this woman.

“It's been a while since I heard anything from you, so I thought I would check in personally.

We've still made no headway in your case.”

My hands clamped down on the edge of the counter behind me, but I kept the wild relief from
my voice.

“That seems… overzealous. Besides, I sent you a message last night.”

Her eyebrows came together in that way she had, a way that made her look angry and annoyed
at the same time, as if you, not she, were responsible for her anger. She pulled out her palm
computer and touched the screen a few times.

“Oh,” she said stiffly. “I haven't checked my mail today.”

She was quiet as she scanned through what I had written.

“I sent it very early in the morning,” I said. “I was half asleep at the time. I'm not sure how
much of what I wrote was memory or dream, or sleep-typing, maybe.”

I went along with the words–Melanie's words–as they flowed easily from my mouth; I even
added my own lighthearted laugh at the end. It was dishonest of me. Shameful behavior. But I
would not let the Seeker know that I was weaker than my host.

For once, Melanie was not smug at having bested me. She was too relieved, too grateful that I
had not, for my own petty reasons, given her away.

“Interesting,” the Seeker murmured. “Another one on the loose.” She shook her head. “Peace
continues to elude us.” She did not seem dismayed by the idea of a fragile peace–rather, it
seemed to please her.

I bit my lip hard. Melanie wanted so badly to make another denial, to claim the boy was just
part of a dream.Don't be stupid, I told her.That would be so obvious. It said much for the
repellent nature of the Seeker that she could put Melanie and me on the same side of an

I hate her.Melanie's whisper was sharp, painful like a cut.

I know, I know.I wished I could deny that I felt… similarly. Hate was an unforgivable emotion.

But the Seeker was… very difficult to like. Impossible.

The Seeker interrupted my internal conversation. “So, other than the new location to review,
you have no more help for me on the road maps?”

I felt my body react to her critical tone. “I never said they were lines on a road map. That's your
assumption. And no, I have nothing else.”

She clicked her tongue quickly three times. “But you said they were directions.”

“That's what I think they are. I'm not getting anything more.”

“Why not? Haven't you subdued the human yet?” She laughed loudly. Laughing at me.

I turned my back to her and concentrated on calming myself. I tried to pretend that she wasn't
there. That I was all alone in my austere kitchen, staring out the window into the little patch of
night sky, at the three bright stars I could see through it.

Well, as alone as I ever was.

While I stared at the tiny points of light in the blackness, the lines that I'd seen over and over
again–in my dreams and in my broken memories, cropping up at strange, unrelated
moments–flashed through my head.

The first: a slow, rough curve, then a sharp turn north, another sharp turn back the other way,
twisting back to the north for a longer stretch, and then the abrupt southern decline that
flattened out into another shallow curve.

The second: a ragged zigzag, four tight switchbacks, the fifth point strangely blunt, like it was

The third: a smooth wave, interrupted by a sudden spur that swung a thin, long finger out to
the north and back.

Incomprehensible, seemingly meaningless. But I knew this was important to Melanie. From the
very beginning I'd known that. She protected this secret more fiercely than any other, next to
the boy, her brother. I'd had no idea of his existence before the dream last night. I wondered
what it was that had broken her. Maybe as she grew louder in my head, she would lose more of
her secrets to me.

Maybe she would slip up, and I would see what these strange lines meant. I knew they meant
something. That they led somewhere.

And at that moment, with the echo of the Seeker's laugh still hanging in the air, I suddenly
realized why they were so important.

They led back to Jared, of course. Back to both of them, Jared and Jamie. Where else? What
other location could possibly hold any meaning for her? Only now I saw that it was notback,
because none of them had ever followed these lines before. Lines that had been as much of a
mystery to her as they were to me, until…

The wall was slow to block me. She was distracted, paying more attention to the Seeker than I
was. She fluttered in my head at a sound behind me, and that was the first I was aware of the

Seeker's approach.

The Seeker sighed. “I expected more of you. Your track record seemed so promising.”

“It's a pity you weren't free for the assignment yourself. I'm sure if you'd had to deal with a
resistant host, it would have been child's play.” I didn't turn to look at her. My voice stayed

She sniffed. “The early waves were challenging enough even without a resistant host.”

“Yes. I've experienced a few settlings myself.”

The Seeker snorted. “Were the See Weeds very difficult to tame? Did they flee?”

I kept my voice calm. “We had no trouble in the South Pole. Of course, the North was another
matter. It was badly mishandled. We lost the entire forest.” The sadness of that time echoed
behind my words. A thousand sentient beings, closing their eyes forever rather than accept us.

They'd curled their leaves from the suns and starved.

Good for them,Melanie whispered. There was no venom attached to the thought, only approval
as she saluted the tragedy in my memory.

It was such a waste.I let the agony of the knowledge, the feel of the dying thoughts that had
racked us with our sister forest's pain, wash through my head.

It was death either way.

The Seeker spoke, and I tried to concentrate on just one conversation.

“Yes.” Her voice was uncomfortable. “That was poorly executed.”

“You can never be too careful when it comes to doling out power. Some aren't as careful as
they should be.”

She didn't answer, and I heard her move a few steps back. Everyone knew that the misstep
behind the mass suicide belonged to the Seekers, who, because the See Weeds couldn'tflee, had
underestimated their ability toescape. They'd proceeded recklessly, beginning the first settlement
before we had adequate numbers in place for a full-scale assimilation. By the time they realized
what the See Weeds were capable of, were willing to do, it was too late. The next shipment of
hibernating souls was too far away, and before they'd arrived, the northern forest was lost.

I faced the Seeker now, curious to judge the impact of my words. She was impassive, staring at
the white nothingness of the bare wall across the room.

“I'm sorry I can't help you further.” I said the words firmly, trying to make the dismissal clear. I
was ready to have my house to myself again.To ourselves, Melanie inserted spitefully. I sighed.

She was so full of herself now. “You really shouldn't have troubled yourself to come so far.”

“It's the job,” the Seeker said, shrugging. “You're my only assignment. Until I find the rest of
them, I may as well stick close to you and hope I get lucky.”

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